К сноске: Dutch Hunger Winter: B. Heijmans et al., "Persistent Epigenetic Differences Associated with Prenatal Exposure to Famine in Humans," Proceedings of the National Academy of Sciences of the United States of America 105 (2008): 17046. Аналогичный феномен показан в одной из прекрасных свежих работ. В ней исследователи изучали людей, чьи матери вынашивали их в период, когда общество находилось в тяжелейшем экономическом положении – во времена Великой депрессии; много десятилетий спустя для таких людей был характерен эпигенетический профиль, связанный с ускоренным старением. L. Schmitz & V. Duque, «In Utero Exposure to the Great Depression Is Reflected in Late-Life Epigenetic Aging Signatures – Accelerated Epigenetic Markers of Aging,» Proceedings of the National Academy of Sciences of the United States of America 119 (2022): e2208530119.

 406

T. Charlesworth & M. Banaji, «Patterns of Implicit and Explicit Attitudes: I. Long-Term Changes and Stability from 2007 to 2016,» Psychological Sciences 30 (2019): 174; S. Phelan et al., «Implicit and Explicit Weight Bias in a National Sample of 4,732 Medical Students: The Medical Student CHANGES Study,» Obesity 22 (2014): 1201; R. Carels et al., «Internalized Weight Stigma and Its Ideological Correlates among Weight Loss Treatment Seeking Adults,» Eating and Weight Disorders 14 (2019): e92; M. Vadiveloo and J. Mattei, «Perceived Weight Discrimination and 10–Year Risk of Allostatic Load among US Adults,» Annals of Behavioral Medicine 51 (2017): 94; R. Puhl & C. Heuer, «Obesity Stigma: Important Considerations for Public Health,» American Journal of Public Health 100 (2010): 1019; L. Vogel, «Fat Shaming Is Making People Sicker and Heavier,» CMAJ 191 (2019): E649.

 407

Слова Сэма: S. Finch, «9 Affirmations You Deserve to Receive if You Have a Mental Illness,» Let's Queer Things Up!, 29.08.2015, letsqueerthingsup.com/2015/08/29/9-affirmations-you-deserve-to-receive-if-you-have-a-mental-illness/. Слова Ариэль: D. Lavelle, «'I Assumed It Was All My Fault': The Adults Dealing with Undiagnosed ADHD,» Guardian, 5.09.2017, theguardian.com/society/2017/sep/05/i-assumed-it-was-all-my-fault-the-adults-dealing-with-undiagnosed-adhd?scrlybrkr=74e99dd8. Слова Марианны: M. Eloise, «I'm Autistic. I Didn't Know Until I Was 27,» New York Times, 05.12.2020, nytimes.com/2020/12/05/opinion/autism-adult-diagnosis-women.html?action=click&module=Opinion&pgtype=Homepage.

 408

Слова анонима: QuartetQuarter, «Is it my fault I'm short?,» Reddit, 04.02.2020, reddit.com/r/short/comments/ez3tcy/is_it_my_fault_im_short/. Слова Манаса: https://www.quora.com/How-do-I-get-past-the-fact-that-my-dad-blamed-me-for-being-short-and-not-pretty-I-shouldve-exercised-a-lot-more-and-eaten-a-lot-of-protein-while-growing-up-but-my-parents-are-short-too-Whose-fault-is-it.

 409

Слова Кэт и Эрин: sane.org/information-stories/the-sane-blog/wellbeing/how-has-diagnosis-affected-your-sense-of-self. Слова Мишель: Lavelle, «'I Assumed It Was All My Fault.'» Слова Марианны: Eloise, «I'm Autistic. I Didn't Know.» Слова Сэма: S. Finch, «4 Ways People with Mental Illness Are 'Gaslit' into Self-Blame,» Healthline, 30.07.2019, healthline.com/health/mental-health/gaslighting-mental-illness-self-blame?scrlybrkr=74e99dd8.

 410

Эпохальное исследование Левая: S. LeVay, «A Difference in Hypothalamic Structure between Heterosexual and Homosexual Men,» Science 253 (1991): 1034. Слова отца, переживающего из-за того, в какой летний лагерь он отправил сына: sane.