The
way is strewn with broken condoms and empty H caps
and K.Y. tubes squeezed dry as bone meal in the sum-
mer sun.
"My furniture." The commandante's face burned like
metal in the Hash bulb of urgency. His eyes went out.
A whif of ozone drifted through the room. The "novia"
muttered over her candles and altars in one corner.
"It is all Trak... modern, excellent..." he is nod-
ding idiotically and drooling. A yellow cat pulls at
Carl's pant leg and runs onto a concrete balcony. Clouds
drift by.
"I could get back my deposit. Start me a little busi-
ness someplace." He nods and smiles like a mechanical
toy.
"Joselito!!!" Boys look up from street ball games,
bull rings and bicycle races as the name whistles by
and slowly fades away.
"Joselito!... Paco!... Pepe!... Enrique!..." The
plaintive boy cries drift in on the warm night. The
Trak sign stirs like a nocturnal beast, and bursts into
blue flame.
THE BLACK MEAT
"We friends, yes?"
The shoe shine boy put on his hustling smile and
looked up into the Sailor's dead, cold, undersea eyes,
eyes without a trace of warmth or lust or hate or any
feeling the boy had ever experienced in himself or
seen in another, at once cold and intense, impersonal
and predatory.
The Sailor leaned forward and put a finger on the
boy's inner arm at the elbow. He spoke in his dead,
junky whisper.
"With veins like that, Kid, I'd have myself a time."
He laughed, black insect laughter that seemed to
serve some obscure function of orientation like a bat's
squeak. The Sailor laughed three times. He stopped
laughing and hung there motionless listening down
into himself. He had picked up the silent frequency
of junk. His face smoothed out like yellow wax over
the high cheek-bones. He waited half a cigarette. The
Sailor knew how to wait. But his eyes burned in a
hideous dry hunger. He turned his face of controlled
emergency in a slow half pivot to case the man who
had just come in. "Fats" Terminal sat there sweeping
the cafe with blank, periscope eyes. When his eyes
passed the Sailor he nodded minutely. Only the peeled
nerves of junk sickness would have registered a move-
ment.
The Sailor handed the boy a coin. He drifted over
to Fat's table with his floating walk and sat down.
They sat a long time in silence. The cafe was built
into one side of a stone ramp at the bottom of a high
white canyon of masonry. Faces of The City poured
through silent as fish, stained with vile addictions and
insect lusts. |